inner battle, the mind and heart, feelings and reason. In my mind there was confusion, at times heart was beating hard and fast and then diminished. Great ongoing talks only in the mind. Causing much pain. Sober look at the issues that are still out there in my mind. "No," "Leave It," "Do not you" "Thou shalt not," "Do not think about it," You can not say, "You can not speak up," "Do not say anything because it will spoil everything." Pleasure, happiness, dreams. All this was hidden deep. I can not be selfish. It was work, home, worries, thoughts of escape by some, uncertain tomorrow. This is precisely the moment when it all sets in annoyance. Return to the home was not associated with a smile on his face, despite the fact that the work had the urge to go back to the closer of the moment all the more ego reminded of its existence. The work was suppressed by the many thoughts, analysis, and physical labor. Continuous learning something new is a great thing, everything translates to experience and resourcefulness, in many situations where an apartment with his parents come to an end.
so easy to be ubiquitous sadness.
Unfortunately every day, somewhere in the middle of tearing up the craving for ice cream with raspberry sauce and whipped cream, the mind is slowly forgetting the taste but not the heart that hid it deep in its center and will not ever get out.
This is the inner battle of heart and mind.
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